The Garden

I used to be afraid of you during  the night  I had to stay awake and never turn off the light  I  could not stop  looking at the closet door  My eyes could not close, my cheeks  were sore  When I heard  your eerie voice , tears flew  out of my eyes  I shook in terror and sighed You crawled out of the closet and got closer to me  You looked at me in the eyes and you looked so creepy  You were so deformed and had blood all over your body  You  kissed my lips and I felt a deep agony  Then you said to me :  " I'll never let you go , I'll always hunt you  You'll never sleep , boo  Depression pills won't help you  You can mourn all day long  And sing the sad song  But I'll never let you go , you'll never be at rest  This is judgement , this is not a test ."  Why can't you get out of my mind ?  Why can't you stop hunting me ?  I loved you and I cannot stop  I just can't get over you  Alas , you never loved me  Alas , you  n

There was no fresh air here  No food to eat and thirst was killing my chest  There was no word of consolation to hear  Then I said :" Oh Lord , I'm tired of this test  I'm tired  of this mess  Please get me out of this place ."  Suddenly, the land that I stood on became muddy  The water pulled me down  I felt I was going to drown  As I reached the water and kept going deep down  And I heard a sweet voice who said :" Fulfill your wish ."  A lady in a  beautiful black robe appeared in front of me She said : " John, drink as much as you can  Eat all my fruits  They are all yours my lover  I give you all I have my heart ."  Behind her was a choir and they were all singing:" Drink all you want  Eat all you need  Fulfill your wish , Brother  She has given you everything  Take it all now ."  The woman in the robe patted me on the back and said:" Do not hesitate . Take it all now ."  The choir then surrounded us